Crinkle ear
Every time I swallow, I get a crinkling sound in my left ear. Imagine a box with a small hole on one side. The hole is covered by a plastic
lump
Found a lump in my groin this morning.It is tender to touch.Worried.
sunny out, stuck inside
Late February, and Spring might be with us at last. 12°C in the shade feels positively mild. Seeing warmth along with sunshine does lift my spirits. Being stuck inside, working,
time off for good behaviour, 2020
The virtual klaxon has sounded, no more work until 4th January 2021. I feel miserable. I think I should be happy, but I just feel a sense of nothing or
maybe i was missing social interaction
Not having any friends physically close enough to hang out with, I used to play some relaxing games online with others. This is back in the days when I would
Hunger pangs
I can afford to feed myself, so I’m not in danger of going hungry. Instead, I am trying to lose weight. 178cm and 82.6kg – I am in the overweight
moon
Things will be better once I have a tripod once more.
the darkness isn’t always present
A reminder to myself that this is also a place of positive emotions. Recording only the negative ones would likely cause a negative feedback loop.
the start
Depression sneaks it’s way through my being now and then. This is a place for the depression’s words to get noted down. There may be photography.